heartbreak

I am amazed at the power of heart break

Its a poisonous sickness my weak body can hardly take

The sharp pain in my stomach I can't shake

It begins so small and wells so fast

Slowly moving through my body, form

My gut to my throat, causing me to choke

I'd give up the world to feel again

To make you see what we could have been

But an ocean of tears wont rewind the clock

And every sleepless night won't muffle the shock

My trembling heart urges me to fight

Do what ever it takes to keep you tonight

But you made the choice to let it go

Allowing your hesitations to plainly show

I shrugged my shoulders and put up a wall

Promising to never let a single tear fall

But as the sun sets and rises again

I find myself stumbling through the same trend

Buried deep, my covers are a comfort as I lay in bed

Lonely and tired with thoughts racing in my mind

I don't want to miss you, I don't want to care

But the absence of your voice is sometimes to much to bear

Now the gentle brush of your hand is gone

And my days seem to drag on so long

All my hasty dreams being lost

I knew i would inevitably pay the cost